I hate it that I feel so far away from my best...
No more braces!! :D
It hurt like hell, and I cried like a baby, but I think it was well worth it! My teeth have never felt so smooth either! :) I still don’t know about smiling with my teeth, though! That’s gonna take some getting used to. I’ve never been comfortable showing my teeth, and I don’t think that’s gonna change very easily! :/
My mom has decided she's gonna start doing laundry...
These is a big accomplishment for my mommy because she is going to have to walk up and down the steps. She hadn’t walked up and down the steps here since her stroke. She did today, and she’ll be fine doing it. I love to see her make improvements. It really makes me happy. I love her! <3 :)
GETTING BRACES OFF TOMORROW!! :D
Nervous about the process of getting them off, but excited to get them off!!! :)
In the end, it all doesn't seem to matter.
I have the one person who has always been there for me in my life, my mom. Even if no one else has seemed to care lately, she has and always will. She is my best friend, and always puts a smile on my face. She is the most important person in my life, and right now, she’s all I’m really considered about. Little problems may get me down from time to time, but as long as my mommy is still...
Just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she...
And i will be strong, even if it all goes wrong.– Hilary Duff. (via ilolyoudude)
I thought that seeing and helping someone else take their pictures in the studio during photography today would making me feel less nerves about it. It totally didn’t. I’m gonna COMPLETELY suck at studio. I really wish I didn’t have to do it… :/
We’re all a little weird & when we find those people whose weirdness is...– Cory Matthews, Boy Meets World (via livelaughlove80s)
Maybe it's just me.
I haven’t been in the best mood lately, and I’m not really sure why. I don’t know if it’s because of stuff going on at home, school, or what. I hate it, though. I’m going to do my best to change it..for myself mainly, but also my mom. She has enough negative in her life, and I don’t need to add to it. I just hope I can… :/
IT'S MY AMAZING MOMMY'S BIRTHDAY!
I’m making her a marble cake, even though she deserves SOO much more to show how much I care about her. I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH!!! :)
I really miss my mom being able to take care of me while I’m sick. She still does what she can, but I have to be more cautious about getting her sick. I just miss the comfort is all… :/
I fail at life!
I’ve filled out like NO scholarships so far! I really have to work on the Goodrich and Buffet ones or I’m completely screwed! Everyone’s ALWAYS talking about scholarships and the future at my school. It all just depresses me! I’m too busy worrying about if my mom’s gonna get better than if, where, or how I go to college!! fml… :(
Why do I get sick so much? It’s ridiculous! :(
To stay up and cram for this test, or go to sleep and try to study in the morning…that is the question? Either way I’m pretty sure I’m gonna fail! fml…. :(
Just finished my assignment for photography :/
The more time that passes by in photography and the more assignments we have I realize that I’m not a real photographer! :/ I can never come up with anything creative for the assignment and only get done what is necessary for it. I still like taking pictures, just these assignments make me feel like crap about my photography skills! I don’t know! I just know after this class, I’m...
It's Knipe time!!!
I’m SUPER excited!!! I need some Knipe craziness!!!!! <3 :) Now if only my dad would get here so we can leave…
I’m slacking today! I have a lot I need to get done in preparation for tomorrow and whatnot! Tomorrow: Knipe Family Christmas! SUPER excited! We almost didn’t have one, so I’m SOO glad we are! I know it’s January and all, but we always have it in January so it doesn’t interfere with other Christmases. :) Monday: hanging out with my best friend Analuz! I rarely get...
Is there any way to eliminate Thursdays from the calendar? I’m starting to think that there’s a Thursday curse. Something always happens on Thursdays with my mom. Mainly just fevers from the stuff she had to take Tuesday, and she doesn’t always have to go in to the hospital. It just worries me. and it’s ALWAYS on Thursdays when her doctor isn’t in…. :/
I hate it how when you find out about something, it seems like it follows you around and you see/hear it everywhere. I watched the Last Song tonight for the first time. Needless to say, I balled like a baby. :(
Ugh...back to school today...
not looking forward to this!!! I not only want to stay home because I can be lazy, but more importantly to help my mommy with stuff. When I’m at school, I never know what’s going on with her. I know if something were to happen, someone would take us out of school, but I’d rather be there just in case. I don’t know. It just sucks! I should have graduated early! :/
I really shouldn’t have been watching Degrassi. I really wanted to catch up on episodes I’ve missed, though. I forgot one of the chicks on there finds out that her mom has cancer. I was balling like a baby! :(
Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you’ve...